As I log on to see all the sweet and wonderful things guys do for their partners, it makes me feel happy yet sad. This bittersweet feeling can only stem from a little jealousy- not having someone with me here on my favorite holiday, no spoiling, no dining out.
In some ways, this says a few things about me: I long to be wanted, I love to be spoiled, and I need someone to love in return.
This Valentine's felt empty and hollow. Secretly I wished for even the smallest personalized gesture from someone, anyone, like a card in the mail or a flower...
Although I handed out dozens of handmade roses, I received a single white rose and lunch from a coworker, as did all the other therapists in the department.
That's the sweetest gesture for my 2013 Valentines <3
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